C Am Em
C Am Em
[Verse 1]C Am
Drink til I'm dead, toast to my life
Em
Forget about it all in the process
Difficult to know what the cost isC
Call it what you want
Am
Tell me that I'm fucked up
Em
Tell me that I'm wrong, that I'm right
Tell me that I'm down for the fightC
Would anybody care if I woke up
Am Em
Thought a new day might feel different
Thought it might be real, but it isn'tC Am
My mind it goes to the darkest places
Em
I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it
[Chorus] C
First I felt faded, then it got loud
Am
Next I was wasted, then I blacked out
Em
Said damn, gotta get sober
But it always starts right over C
First I felt faded, then it got loud
Am
Next I was wasted, then I blacked out
Em
Not who I seem, I mean like
C Am Em
I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah
C Am Em
I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah
[Verse 2] C Am
Scared that I'll fail, knees in the dirt
Em
Calling up somebody that I don't love
See the beast well it always seems to show upC
Call it what you want
Am
Tell me that I'm worthless
Em
Tell me that I'm hype, that I'll blow up
Tell me every night that I'm spending on a sofaC Am
Looking way back in the archives, locate the link
Em
Cause I went straight from the hard times
To spitting in a kitchen sinkC Am
My mind it goes to the darkest places
Em
I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it
[Chorus] C
First I felt faded, then it got loud
Am
Next I was wasted, then I blacked out
Em
Said damn, gotta get sober
But it always starts right over C
First I felt faded, then it got loud
Am
Next I was wasted, then I blacked out
Em
Not who I seem, I mean like
C Am Em
I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah
C Am Em
I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah
C Am Em
I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah
C Am Em
I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah
C Am Em
[Verse 3]C Am
Wish I could steal every moment that I loved
Keep it in a safe place Em
Cause I can't deal with the stress of the lifestyle
Or the way you're looking in my face C
And I wanna get away from it all
Am
But I'm drawn right back, moth to the flame
Em
Everything's better than it's ever been but I'm worse for the wear
Yeah it's hard to explain C Am Em
I want a new name and a little bit of something that I ain't got
C Am Em
I want it two ways, like to kill all of my pain with the same shot
C Am
I'll be alone forever in my head
Em
Dot my I's 'til they fill me out
C Am
I'll be alone forever in my bed
Em
With a twisted smile and a filthy mouth
I mean like C Am Em
I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah
C Am Em
I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah
C Am Em
I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah
C Am Em
I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah
C Am Em
C Am Em
