It's been a while
Sudah lama

Since I could hold my head up high
Sejak aku bisa menegakkan kepala tinggi-tinggi

and it's been a while
dan sudah lama

Since I first saw you
Sejak pertama kali aku melihatmu

It's been a while
Sudah lama

since I could stand on my own two feet again
Sejak aku bisa berdiri di atas kaki sendiri lagi

and it's been a while
dan sudah lama

since I could call you
Sejak aku bisa memanggilmu

But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
Tapi semua yang tidak bisa aku ingat, seburuk apapun itu

the consequences that I've rendered
Konsekuensi yang telah aku buat

I've stretched myself beyond my means
Aku telah memaksakan diri melebihi batas kemampuanku


It's been a while
Sudah lama

since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
Sejak aku bisa bilang kalau aku tidak kecanduan dan

It's been a while
Sudah lama

Since I could say I love myself as well and
Sejak aku bisa bilang aku mencintai diriku sendiri juga

It's been a while
Sudah lama

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
Sejak aku merusak segalanya seperti biasanya

It's been a while
Sudah lama

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
Tapi semua itu sepertinya menghilang saat aku bersamamu

But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
Tapi semua yang tidak bisa aku ingat, seburuk apapun itu

the consequences that I've rendered
Konsekuensi yang telah aku buat

I've gone and fucked things up again
Aku kembali merusak segalanya lagi


Why must I feel this way?
Kenapa aku harus merasa begini?

just make this go away
Tolong buat ini menghilang

just one more peaceful day
Hanya satu hari damai lagi


It's been awhile
Sudah lama

Since I could look at myself straight
Sejak aku bisa melihat diriku dengan jujur

and it's been awhile
dan sudah lama

since I said I'm sorry
Sejak aku bilang aku minta maaf

It's been awhile
Sudah lama

Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
Sejak aku melihat bagaimana lilin menerangi wajahmu

It's been awhile
Sudah lama

But I can still remember just the way you taste
Tapi aku masih ingat bagaimana rasamu

But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
Tapi semua yang tidak bisa aku ingat, seburuk apapun itu

I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
Aku tahu ini salahku, aku tidak bisa menyalahkan ayahku

he did the best he could for me
Dia telah melakukan yang terbaik untukku


It's been a while
Sudah lama

Since I could hold my head up high
Sejak aku bisa menegakkan kepala tinggi-tinggi

and it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
dan sudah lama sejak aku bilang aku minta maaf