It's been a while
Sudah lama
Since I could hold my head up high
Sejak aku bisa menegakkan kepala dengan bangga
and it's been a while
Dan sudah lama
Since I first saw you
Sejak aku pertama kali melihatmu
It's been a while
Sudah lama
since I could stand on my own two feet again
Sejak aku bisa berdiri di atas kaki sendiri lagi
and it's been a while
Dan sudah lama
since I could call you
Sejak aku bisa memanggilmu
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
Tapi semua yang tak bisa kuingat, seberantakan apapun itu
the consequences that I've rendered
konsekuensi yang telah kuhadapi
I've stretched myself beyond my means
Aku telah memaksakan diri melebihi batas kemampuanku

It's been a while
Sudah lama
since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
Sejak aku bisa bilang bahwa aku tidak kecanduan
It's been a while
Sudah lama
Since I could say I love myself as well and
Sejak aku bisa bilang aku mencintai diriku sendiri juga
It's been a while
Sudah lama
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
Sejak aku merusak segalanya seperti biasa
It's been a while
Sudah lama
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
Tapi semua masalah itu seolah menghilang saat aku bersamamu
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
Tapi semua yang tak bisa kuingat, seberantakan apapun itu
the consequences that I've rendered
konsekuensi yang telah kuhadapi
I've gone and fucked things up again
Aku telah merusak segalanya lagi

Why must I feel this way?
Kenapa aku harus merasa begini?
just make this go away
Tolong buat semua ini pergi
just one more peaceful day
Hanya satu hari damai lagi

It's been a while
Sudah lama
Since I could look at myself straight
Sejak aku bisa melihat diriku sendiri dengan jujur
and it's been a while
Dan sudah lama
since I said I'm sorry
Sejak aku bilang aku minta maaf
It's been a while
Sudah lama
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
Sejak aku melihat bagaimana lilin menerangi wajahmu
It's been a while
Sudah lama
But I can still remember just the way you taste
Tapi aku masih ingat bagaimana rasamu
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
Tapi semua yang tak bisa kuingat, seberantakan apapun itu
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
Aku tahu ini salahku, aku tidak bisa menyalahkan ayahku
he did the best he could for me
Dia telah berusaha sebaik mungkin untukku

It's been a while
Sudah lama
Since I could hold my head up high
Sejak aku bisa menegakkan kepala dengan bangga
and it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
Dan sudah lama sejak aku bilang aku minta maaf