Wet paper on my doorstep, raining all night
Kertas basah di depan pintu, hujan semalaman
It's okay
Gak apa-apa
I don't wanna read it anyway
Lagipula, aku gak mau bacanya
Turn the TV
Nyalain TV
Just to hear the voices talking, maybe
Cuma buat denger suara-suara ngobrol, mungkin

Sofa's so uncomfortable
Sofa ini bikin gak nyaman banget
When I jammed the door and leave it open
Saat aku ngeganjal pintu dan biarin kebuka
But I been thinking
Tapi aku udah mikirin

If I try again, I know I'd run
Kalau aku coba lagi, aku tahu aku bakal lari
Trappin' the words to the back of my tongue
Nahan kata-kata di ujung lidahku
Poisonous is what I've become
Racun adalah apa yang aku jadi sekarang
I try again, but I don't have the courage
Aku coba lagi, tapi aku gak punya keberanian
(Courage)
(Keberanian)

Facing the sun from the rooftop
Menghadapi matahari dari atap
Playin' a sad song, feeling bad for myself
Main lagu sedih, ngerasa kasihan sama diri sendiri
All of my friends back home say I should be happy, maybe
Semua temanku di rumah bilang aku harus bahagia, mungkin

Sofa's so uncomfortable
Sofa ini bikin gak nyaman banget
When I jammed the door and leave it open
Saat aku ngeganjal pintu dan biarin kebuka
But I been thinking
Tapi aku udah mikirin

If I try again, I know I'd run
Kalau aku coba lagi, aku tahu aku bakal lari
Trappin' the words to the back of my tongue
Nahan kata-kata di ujung lidahku
Poisonous is what I've become
Racun adalah apa yang aku jadi sekarang
I try again, but I don't have the courage
Aku coba lagi, tapi aku gak punya keberanian
(Courage)
(Keberanian)

(Courage)
(Keberanian)

It hurts so good bad nights
Malam-malam buruk yang terasa enak banget
Feel the same as they did then
Rasanya sama seperti dulu
I wish someone had told me how it ends
Aku berharap ada yang bilang padaku bagaimana ini berakhir
I'm not so good at trying
Aku gak terlalu pandai mencoba
My words in my defense
Kata-kataku sebagai pembelaan
I wish someone had told me, told me
Aku berharap ada yang bilang padaku, bilang padaku

If I try again, I know I'd run
Kalau aku coba lagi, aku tahu aku bakal lari
Trappin' the words to the back of my tongue
Nahan kata-kata di ujung lidahku
Poisonous is what I've become
Racun adalah apa yang aku jadi sekarang
I try again, but I don't have the courage
Aku coba lagi, tapi aku gak punya keberanian
(Courage)
(Keberanian)

Oh, I'm poisonous
Oh, aku racun
(Courage)
(Keberanian)
If I try again, if I try again, oh
Kalau aku coba lagi, kalau aku coba lagi, oh
(Courage)
(Keberanian)
Yeah
Iya
(Courage)
(Keberanian)