Lirik Backburner

I can't lie, it feels nice that you're calling
You sound sad and alone and you're stalling
And for once, I don't care about what you want
As long as we keep talking
(As long as we're talking)

I mean, you gotta admit the history's kind of unmatched
Asian Calvinism-, we made it out of that
Well, whether we're free of will or predestined
Clearly I've not learned my lesson even now
Hope He doesn't strike me down (Strike me down)

The Goo Goo Dolls are dead to me
The way you should be too
But you bring them up
Along with how much I fucking miss you

Maybe I'm just not better than this, I haven't tried
Maybe life's less romantic when I don't wanna die
You'd think I'd be a fast learner
But guess I won't ever mind crisping up on your backburner

Your backburner
Your backburner
Your backburner
Your backburner

It's pathetic but at least, you are too
I don't know what to do
I don't like anyone except sometimes you
And now you're sounding like a hurt puppy
You look ugly when you cry
But I'm the one you think to call
How do you feel lucky and appalled at the same time?
After everything you put me through
I somehow still believe in you, oh

But I know in a week or so
You'll fade away again
And I wish that I cared
Hey, are you still there?
Good

Maybe I'm just not better than this, I haven't tried
'Cause maybe you'll finally choose me after you've had more time
I thought I was a fast learner
But guess I won't ever mind, guess I won't ever mind
Maybe I blame my mother bleeding into my stride
Maybe it was my father and his wandering eyes
(It's their fault that) I'll always be in your corner
'Cause I don't feel alive till I'm burning on your backburner, oh (Your backburner, your backburner)

And I know that it's sad that I settle for the backburner (Your backburner, your backburner)
(Your backburner, your backburner) Oh
Guess I won't ever mind crisping up on your backburner (Your backburner, your backburner)
(Your backburner, your backburner) Oh
As long as you still think of me, oh (Your backburner, your backburner)

Makna Lagu “Backburner” - NIKI

Lagu "Backburner" dari NIKI menggambarkan seseorang yang sadar dirinya hanya menjadi pilihan kedua dalam hubungan, tetapi tetap sulit melepaskan orang yang dicintainya. Istilah backburner sendiri berarti "cadangan" atau sesuatu yang sengaja ditunda. Hal itu terasa dari lirik "I know in a week or so you'll fade away again" dan "As long as we keep talking", yang menunjukkan bahwa sang tokoh tahu pasangannya hanya datang saat sedang kesepian, lalu menghilang lagi. Meski begitu, ia tetap menikmati setiap percakapan singkat yang mereka miliki karena masih menyimpan harapan.

Di bagian tengah lagu, NIKI memperlihatkan konflik batin yang sangat realistis. Lewat lirik "Maybe life's less romantic when I don't wanna die" dan "Maybe you'll finally choose me after you've had more time", ia mengakui bahwa dirinya belum benar-benar bisa move on. Ia terus berharap suatu hari akan dipilih, meski tahu kemungkinan itu sangat kecil. Perasaan ini membuatnya terjebak dalam siklus menunggu, memaafkan, lalu kembali terluka setiap kali orang tersebut datang dan pergi.

Menjelang akhir lagu, maknanya menjadi semakin emosional. NIKI mencoba mencari alasan mengapa dirinya selalu bertahan, bahkan menyebut kemungkinan luka itu berasal dari pola hubungan yang ia lihat sejak kecil melalui lirik "Maybe I blame my mother..." dan "Maybe it was my father...". Puncaknya ada pada kalimat "I know that it's sad that I settle for the backburner" yang menjadi bentuk kesadaran bahwa dirinya rela menjadi pilihan terakhir. Pada akhirnya, "Backburner" bukan hanya lagu tentang cinta yang gagal, tetapi juga tentang perjuangan melawan kebiasaan mencintai seseorang yang tidak pernah benar-benar memilih kita, meski hati masih terus berharap.

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