It must have been hard; staying in line
Pasti sulit; tetap mengikuti aturan
knowing your influences did it all the time
mengetahui bahwa pengaruhmu melakukannya setiap saat
It must have been strange; living in blue
Pasti aneh; hidup dalam kesedihan
and see me shut down as though
dan melihatku terpuruk seolah
it was an easy thing to do
itu adalah hal yang mudah dilakukan
But you could tell where I had been
Tapi kau bisa tahu di mana aku berada
by the way I held my gun
dari cara aku memegang senjataku
Trying to write anything while being
Mencoba menulis apapun sambil
mocked by an off beat drum
dihina oleh ketukan drum yang tidak sinkron
But I was not honest
Tapi aku tidak jujur
I was not healthy
Aku tidak sehat
I was not honest, honest.
Aku tidak jujur, jujur.

You did the right thing covered your scars
Kau melakukan hal yang benar menutupi bekas lukamu
Challenged your faith
Menantang keyakinanmu
and closed your eyes driving cars
dan menutup matamu saat mengemudikan mobil
For all that they knew you were safe home
Karena yang mereka tahu, kau aman di rumah
But you went through hell
Tapi kau melewati neraka
whenever you were left alone
setiap kali kau ditinggalkan sendirian

But you could see where I had been
Tapi kau bisa melihat di mana aku berada
in the pictures that they took
dalam foto-foto yang mereka ambil
I tried to look positive at things,
Aku mencoba terlihat positif pada segala hal,
Faced myself but didn't look
Menghadapi diriku sendiri tapi tidak melihat
That was not honest
Itu tidak jujur
I was not healthy
Aku tidak sehat
I am not honest, honest.
Aku tidak jujur, jujur.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
Aku berharap kau bisa melihat dirimu melalui mataku
There's no need to cling to unnecessary lies
Tak perlu berpegang pada kebohongan yang tidak perlu
The voice in your head whose spirit you stole
Suara di kepalamu yang semangatnya kau curi
left you for dead but you dug the hole
meninggalkanmu seolah mati tapi kau menggali lubang itu

And I could see where you had been
Dan aku bisa melihat di mana kau berada
from the marks around your wrists
dari bekas di sekitar pergelangan tanganmu
The red water washed around your sins
Air merah mengalir di sekitar dosamu
but are you as pure as this?
tapi apakah kau sebersih ini?
No you are not honest
Tidak, kau tidak jujur
You are not healthy
Kau tidak sehat
You are not honest, honest.
Kau tidak jujur, jujur.