They say, "You'll get used to it"
But it never goes away
If I, I get through this (Mm)
I'll never be the same
[Pre-Chorus]
It's hard to explain
Like colors and pain
Oh, everything changes
Look what I became
[Chorus]
I only exist in the moments you're talking to me
If we can't be together, then I'll just go back to sleep
Wish I was something to you, baby, you're everything to me (Mm-mm)
I tried to save us, but there's only so much I can do (So much)
And I'm not perfect, but I've nevеr stopped loving you (So)
How am I nothing to you, while you're still еverything to me? (Mm)
[Verse 2]
Who knows where you are tonight
I'm sleeping here alone
If she's in your arms tonight
I'll never need to know
[Pre-Chorus]
It's hard to explain
Like colors and pain
Oh, everything changes
Look what you have made
[Chorus]
I only exist in the moments you're talking to me
If we can't be together, then I'll just go back to sleep
Wish I was something to you, baby, you're everything to me (Mm)
I tried to save us, but there's only so much I can do (So much)
And I'm not perfect, but I've never stopped loving you (So)
How am I nothing to you, while you're still everything to me? (Mm)
[Post-Chorus]
How am I nothing to you? (To me)
How am I nothing to you? (To me)
How am I nothing to you? (To me)
To you (To me)
[Outro]
I tried to save us, but there's only so much I can do
And I'm not perfect, but I've never stopped loving you
How am I nothing to you, while you're still everything to me?
Makna Lagu you're still everything - Madison Beer
Lirik lagu ini ngebahas perasaan kehilangan dan ketimpangan cinta yang dalam banget. Tokoh "aku" digambarkan masih terjebak di rasa sakit yang nggak kunjung hilang, meskipun orang-orang bilang semuanya akan membaik seiring waktu. Hubungan yang sudah berubah bikin dia merasa bukan dirinya lagi, seolah seluruh dunianya ikut bergeser. Ada kebingungan emosional yang susah dijelasin; campuran antara cinta, luka, dan perubahan diri yang datang setelah kehilangan seseorang yang begitu berarti.
Bagian chorus jadi inti paling menyayat dari lagu ini. Si "aku" merasa dirinya hanya "ada" saat pasangannya masih mau bicara, sementara di luar itu dia kembali merasa kosong dan sendirian. Cintanya terasa sepihak: satu pihak masih menganggap pasangannya segalanya, sementara dirinya justru dianggap bukan apa-apa. Lagu ini jujur soal rasa nggak berdaya, sudah berusaha mempertahankan hubungan, tapi tetap gagal. Intinya, lagu ini menggambarkan cinta yang masih bertahan meski nggak lagi dibalas setara, penuh kesedihan, keikhlasan yang setengah matang, dan pertanyaan menyakitkan tentang harga diri di dalam hubungan.