Lirik Insecure

I've been hating on myself a lot
Finding every reason to be what I'm not

So who am I? Who am I? I'm an imposter
Feeling like, feeling like I'm gonna be found out
Am I gonna be found out?
'Cause I, I, I

I wanna be things that I'm not, I wanna hide things that I am
I hate pretending I'm strong to feel like more of a man
Even with most of my friends, I'm way too scared to just cry
I water down how I feel, I don't know why
I can't seem to find
The cure for insecure, the cure for insecure
And trying makes it worse
I wanna be things that I'm not, I wanna hide things that I am
I hate being so insecure, whoa

Mirror, mirror
I've been lying to you, mm
I'm a stranger to myself
I see it too

So who am I? Who am I? I'm an imposter
Feeling like, feeling like I'm gonna be found out
Yeah, am I gonna be found out?
'Cause I, I, I

I wanna be things that I'm not, I wanna hide things that I am
I hate pretending I'm strong to feel like more of a man
Even with most of my friends, I'm way too scared to just cry
I water down how I feel, I don't know why
I can't seem to find
The cure for insecure, the cure for insecure
And trying makes it worse
I wanna be things that I'm not, I wanna hide things that I am
I hate being so insecure, whoa

Oh, oh, oh
I hate being so insecure
Oh, oh, oh
I hate being so insecure

I'm drawing lines in the sand
But they keep washing away
I guess I'll be who I am
I guess there's no other way

I can't seem to find
The cure for insecure, the cure for insecure
And trying makes it worse
I wanna be things that I'm not, I wanna hide things that I am
I hate being so insecure, whoa

Oh, oh, oh
I hate being so insecure
Oh, oh, oh
I hate being so insecure

Makna Lagu Insecure - Lauv

Lirik lagu ini dalem banget dan jujur soal rasa insecure yang sering dipendam sendiri. Dari awal udah keliatan kalau tokohnya lagi capek sama dirinya sendiri, ngerasa kayak impostor, takut suatu saat "ketahuan" kalau sebenarnya dia nggak sekuat atau sebaik yang orang kira. Ada tekanan buat jadi sosok yang lebih kuat, lebih "maskulin", sampai harus pura-pura tegar bahkan di depan teman sendiri. Padahal di dalamnya, dia pengin nangis dan jadi dirinya yang asli.

Bagian "mirror, mirror, I’ve been lying to you" tuh kayak momen sadar diri. Dia ngaku kalau selama ini bohong sama diri sendiri, berusaha jadi orang lain biar diterima. Tapi makin dicoba, makin parah rasanya. Dia nyari "cure for insecure", obat buat rasa nggak percaya diri, tapi justru sadar kalau terlalu maksa buat berubah malah bikin tambah tertekan. Itu relatable banget, apalagi buat orang yang sering overthinking dan ngerasa nggak cukup.

Di akhir, ada sedikit penerimaan. "I guess I’ll be who I am" itu kayak titik pasrah tapi juga jujur, mungkin nggak ada cara lain selain nerima diri sendiri apa adanya. Lagu ini bukan tentang langsung sembuh dari insecure, tapi tentang proses sadar dan pelan-pelan berdamai sama diri sendiri. Rasanya raw, vulnerable, tapi juga manusia banget.

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