Lirik Say Goodbye To Hollywood
Verse 1: I thought I had it all figured out, I did, I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim but I wasn't tough enough, to juggle two things at once, I found myself layin' on my knees in cuffs which should've been a reason enough for me to get my stuff and just leave. How come I couldn't see this shit myself? it's just me, nobody couldn't see the shit I felt knowin' damn well she wasn't gonna be there when I fell to catch me, the minute shit was heated, she just bailed, I'm standin' here swingin' like thirty people by myself I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell, turned around saw Gary stashin' the heater in his belt saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground, I just sold two million records, I don't need to go to jail I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female, I need to slow down, get my feet on solid ground so for now I'm
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Verse 2: I, bury my face in comic books, cuz I don't want to look at nothin', this world's too much, I've swallowed all I could If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would, and end it for good, just say goodbye to Hollywood I probably should, these problems are piling all at once, cuz everything that bothers me, I got it bottles up I think I'm bottomin' out, but I'm not about to give up, I gotta get up, thank God, I got a little girl and I'm a responsible father, so not a lot of good, I'd be to my daughter, layin' in the bottom of the mud must be in my blood cuz I don't know how I do it, all I know is I don't want to follow in the foorsteps of my dad, cuz I hate him so bad, the worst fear that I had was growin' up to be like his fuckin' ass man if you could understand why I am they way that I am,what do I say to my fans when I tell 'em (I'm)
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Verse 3:I don't wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it, for me to have this much appeal like this is sick this is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick, publicity stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin' dick fuck the guns, I'm done, I'll never look at Gats, if I scrap, I'll scrap like I ain't never whupped some ass I love my fans, but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact, I've sacrificed everything I have I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at, this is wack, this is more than I ever coulda asked everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask, what about math, how come I wan't ever good at that? It's like the boy in the bubble who never could adapt, I'm trapped, if I could go back, I never woulda rapped I sold my sold my soul to the devil, I'll never get it back, I just wanna leave this game with level head intact Imagine goin' from bein' a no one to seein', everything blow up and all you did was just grow up mcing It's fuckin' crazy, cuz all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I never had but instead I forced us to live alienated so say
Outro: Goodbye Goodbye Hollywood (Goodbye) Please don't cry for me (It's been real) When I'm gone for good (This shit is not for me) Goodbye Goodbye Hollywood (I'm not a fuckin star) Please don't cry for me (No way) When I'm gone for good----(I'm goin' back home)