I Hate Myself
oleh: K Will



Niga sajun jigap sogeul chaeugoNiga gadeon sikdangeul yeyakhagoNiga antdeon jarieNiga anin dareun saramgwaEosaekhage daehwareul jugobatneun naNeorang haetdeon utgin yaegil tto hagoGigyecheoreom haetdeon yaegil tto hagoGeoteuroneun utjiman bogibodan jeulgeopji anhaGeu sarami jakkuman neoro boyeoseo
Maldo andoege ttan sarameul mannagoMaldo andoege ttan sarameul saranghaebwaNae sarangeun neo neo hanappunindaNiga anin saramgwa utgo inneun naega sirta
niga johahadeon gose deulleoseoNiga johahadeon oseul goreugoNiga anin saramui saengireul chukhahaejuneun naNaega bwado nae moseubi cham useuwoMaldo andoege ttan sarameul mannagoMaldo andoege ttan sarameul saranghaebwaNae sarangeun neo neo hanappunindaNiga anin saramgwa utgo inneun naega sirta
Nae sogeseo nunmuri naneundeDareun saram apeseo meoljjeonghan cheok utgo inneun geolIreon nae jasini itorok bigeophan nae jasiniJillil mankeum michidorok sirheunde
Dorawa neo naegen niga pillyohaeMichyeotda haedo neo animyeon andoel geot gataNae gaseumi neol mot itgetdaneundeAjikdo nae maeumsoge saneunNiga bogo sipda
Translation
I fill up my wallet that you bought for meI make reservations at the restaurant you used to go toIn the seat you used to sit in, is a different personWith whom I am having an awkward conversation
I tell the funny stories I used to tell youLike a robot, I say the same things over and over againOn the outside, I am smiling but it's not as great as it looksBecause I keep seeing her as you
Not making any sense, I meet other peopleNot making any sense, I try to love another personWhen my love is only youI hate myself for laughing with someone that isn't you
I stop by that place that you likedI pick out some clothes that you would likeAnd I celebrate a birthday of someone that's not youEven I think I am pretty ridiculous

Tears are forming in me butIn front of the other person, I pretend to be okay and smileMe, acting like this - me, being so cowardly -I crazily hate myself to the point that I get sick of it
Come back to me, I need youEven if they say I'm crazy, I can't go on without youMy heart says that it can't forget youI miss you, who still lives in my heart